HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD FARHAN BIN AZAMA!!!
wow! umm where should i start with my 'few words'. hmm... well lets seee... we've been friends for more than a year and uhh we've become real close. like bestfriends. like brother and sister. that why i love you. you're like a brother to me. we went through our ups and downs together... it was a hell of a ride. but what hurt me the most was what happened this year. may be its the 'drama', maybe its because of your break up or heartache.. i dont know. im not sure but i just feel like we're drifting apart. what hurt me was how you could let that incident change things between us. i criticised you. i know you were angry about what i did. but i was angry at you too. i was angry at what you did. you said 'she' was acting childish. but you were acting childish too. i only pointed it out to you. and you had to go allllll the wayyyyyyy by not talking to me for weeks! you know im ego! i wouldnt want to be the first person to break the silence! especially when i think that its not my fault! then i decided since we've been friends long, i should do something for you. since your birthday was also coming up, i got you a cake. i made you a birthday surprise. then we started talking again. when i asked you why, you said you were shy. right.
now we're talking again. but things werent the way it used to be. we used to 'talk'. like really talk. not ask and answer with a word only! i realise that you're rarely there anymore. you're drifting away from me. i think im losing you. i think im losing my bestfriend, my brother. i promised her i'd take care of you. she wouldnt let me do that if we werent so close. how am i supposed to take care of you now?
i just want you to know that even through ups and downs, thick and thin, i'll always be there for you. i'll always be by your side. i wont take sides but i will tell you whats right whats wrong, i will tell you whats better whats bad. i will tell you who's right who's wrong. all you have to do is listen. whether you want to follow it, its your choice. i wont stop you.
