I want I want

I want to post photos here.. but im so malas now.. nanti tah saja..

What else do i want? Oh! I want to watch iRobot! we're watching it tomorrow in GP class! i cant wait!!!! Will Smith bah tu! and Shia LaBeouf! but he still looks a bit kanak2 there. but no matter. Will Smith ada. so okay lah. Thats why I cant wait to watch it!!!! hehe.. im just so excited now.. *giggles*

I also want Abang Australia to come home! come home soon ah...

I want to drive jua! but im still young, so i cant. well, legally speaking la.. kalau ilegally manasaja.. hahah! pandai pun inda. yatah I want to belajar..

I want to buy a car ehh. but i'll need years of savings tu ehh mun kan buy a car. with my own money lagi tu! angan angan bnar siNureen ani.. biar tia bah. keep the imagination wild wah. if no imagination mati karang. haha. over tia nah.

oh alright. i'll go now.

I Love I Love

I love 'whose line is it anyway?'!!! hehe.. okay. i want to watch it now..

ladder *imitating sanol*

I also love......... apanah? Yes, I love. I just Love.
Wow. Im making no sense now.. i better go now before more nonsense appears here.

Im just missing and loving at the same time. okay? okay. case closed.

I miss I miss.

Saya rindu kawan saya Amal Aqilah binti Ariffin!
Saya rindu Abang Australia saya!

Saya rindu kamu! *sigh..

This Is For The People Who Went Through The Same Thing.

This is for my people who went through the same thing i did with my best friend. You're not alone. I know how you feel. You just gotta have a little patience.

So what did i go through? well where do i start? let's seeeee...... You know what? No, im not gonna tell the whole story, but let me just make some points out of them.

In life, things dont always go your way. Nothing is forever. even your friends, best friends. You just have to learn to let go at some point. They'll meet new people, make new friends. You cant expect them to just be friends with you.. So you should do the same thing too. meet new people and make new friends. when they're with their new friends, they might not realise that you feel left out because they're in the company of new, exciting, fun friends. So you know what? get over it already. hang out with your new friends! It doesnt mean that you have to forget all about your bestfriend, but what would you rather do? sit around watching your best friend drift further away from you? or have the same fun your best friend's having? i'd choose the latter if i were you. and i did actually. made my life easier.

It may hurt at first; when you see how your best friend doesnt even realise that you cant stand staying in the same room with her anymore, even for 10 seconds. when you see how your best friend doesnt even realise that you dont say, even a single word to her, for the past couple of weeks. when your best friend only realised all that when someone else had the courage to ask her if anything happened between the two of you. and only that is when she realised everything and confronted you.. Yes, that may hurt at first. but hey, make new friends, everything will be fine.

So you see, this is for my people who went through the same thing. and believe me, i know quite a few people who did. This is for you my friends. You're not alone. and im very happy to be friends with you. You know who you are.
xoxo.

This Is For The People Who Just Lost Somebody.

This is for my people who just lost somebody. Your Best Friend, your Baby, your Man or your Lady. Mamas, Daddies, Brothers, Sisters, Friends, Cousins. Put your hand up high. we will never say bye.

I just lost a very very good friend a few months ago. It came as a shock. unexpected. I didnt know how to react to the news when they told me. The last time i saw him, things didnt go so well. never knew that it really was the last time. He was like a brother to me. He taught me a lot of things. He took good care of me at that time.

So i found this song and the lyrics made me sad and i think i cried. I think it should be a lesson for you all to always treat the people you love with respect all the time. so that you wont live in regret.

This song is called Lock-Spork-Krock by Nikola Sarcevic.

Its been a tough time for you
But ive never seen you cry,
The last time i saw you
I never got to say goodbye.

You're the reason im living
And to you i owe a lot,
And im happy for what you've given
You're everything ive got.
You're everything ive got.

I havent done much for you
And im afraid i'll never will,
Didnt tell you that im sorry
For the part of you i killed.

You're the reason im living
And to you i owe a lot,
And im happy for what you've given
You're everything ive got.
You're everything ive got.

There were times when i did hate you
And i wished that you were dead,
But i try to valuate you
And see the good in you instead.

You're the reason im living
And to you i owe a lot,
And im happy for what you've given
You're everything ive got.
You're everything ive got.

Oh i miss you
I always will
I love you still, brother.
Oh i miss you
I always will
I love you still, brother.

In Loving Memory of, Awg Padilah bin Awg Hj Amit.
22nd February 2009.

correction.

ooopss.. my mistake. it hasnt exactly been a month since the last post, but its around a month la.. so whatever. hehe..

so anyway.. i decided to post a few things up here. and i have a theme for the posts. So, my 'post theme' for tonight is called 'This Is For The People'. see what i mean after this. read on, then you'll know. thanks everybody.

WOW!

it's been exactly a month since i posted something up here!!! haha.. oh well... i've been busy.. so yea.. i'll try to post something soon. maybe. hehe.