Happy Birthday Shol!

Birthday Boy. ooopss salah. birthday MAN. hehe.

Happy 20th Birthday Nasrullah Adanan!!!!! hehe. im glad to have met you because you are so friggin' FUNNY! hahaha. and and even though sitting beside you in class is dangerous, aku banyak ketawa jua pasal kau! haha. yeah.. yang penting, kau selalu buat aku ketawa lah.. you make us ALL laugh. thats why we love you Shol. && even though i found you creepy weird at first, because you remember everything about me, my sister, my car and all that (haha), i found you funny sudah from there. hehe.

sorry we couldnt do anything for your birthday this morning because Prince Azim came kan so it was pretty hectic tadii.. But uhh hopefully you had fun at school and all. and i know i wished you a happy birthday like balik-balik. macam everytime i see you kan aku wish kau atuu.. haha. so yea.. im broke jua so i cant buy you a cake or anything. hehe. but i did give you a birthday present right? the MENTOS chewing gum i gave you in Psychology class.. yea... haha

Anywayyyy...... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHOL! again. hehe. we love you. stay funny. like Bibi said, dont you dare change! especially for a girl. okay? :)

Love, Nureen. <3

poker!

so i learned how to play poker early this year i think, and i kept on losing. so i kept telling myself to play on facebook as practice. haha. but of course, i never did. hehe. then a few days ago, i just felt like playing poker on facebook because i didnt have anything to do. so i played! and well, i lost. over and over again. haha. i won a few times but yeah, thats just a few times. Gaddddddddd!!!!! inda dapat play poker in real life ni mun cemani ani. haha kalah saja ahh! apa ni.. haha. palui kali.. so yea.. i can never gamble. haha okay thaTS all. oh wait, i had a point tadii.. apa ahh?.. oh yea, i have become addicted to poker now. HAHAHA. walaupun kalah saja, main jua masih. dayyyuuuummmmmmmm. okay. bye bye now. =)

GI Joe!

I watched GI Joe!!!!!!!!!!!! it was awesome! The movie was awesome! Channing Tatum was Awesomus Prime! haha.. but seriously, I LOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. hmmmm.. i love. <3

You You You

This guy memajal ahh.. the Stalker Check thinggyyy on facebook ahh. he's number 13, which is his number but he wants to be number 1. i checked this a long long time ago. so he wants me to check it again.

This is now. August.

This was in July.

Masih jua inda number 1! hahaha. prasan wah this guy kan jadi number1 stalker. haha.

aku mau upload photos. but i dont know what photos to upload. HAHAHA. hmmm...

confused

i've been hearing and seeing on Facebook that June AS level results are out. but i dont know if they're true or not. I want to know my results juaaa.... hopefully they're better than last year's. I'll score this November's. i must i must i must. its the only way to go. nyehhh..

sunshine.

You see how he can never let me lose? haha. Thats because i must always win. and I win fair and square. i didnt make him lose. he just needed time to take in how awesome i am. hahaha

This guy brights up my day all the time. especially when im not feeling well. He always makes me laugh. eventhough it made my head ache even more because i was laughing so hard. but still, he makes me feel better.

MY SUMMER!!!

Okayyyyy.. this is what we call fooling around. Sister's home for the summer hols so yayyeeee!!!! tpi now she's in singapore. i want to go also but i have school. boo.. no fun! heh.

Betrayal

You see, people like YOU shouldnt even deserve to be called a FRIEND. 'friends' who come and go shouldnt be called friends. But you see, the thing is, its different with you. YOU are my Best Friend. how can i say these things about you. i cant even begin to say bad things about you. inda ku sampai hati bah! If you could only see you now.. I bet my life you would know how wrong your actions were. but thats only an 'if'.
You're my BestFriend. i will always stand by you through ups and downs, thick and thin. we've gone through lots of things together. I'll just have to wait for you to snap out of it. I'd say 'dont you come running to me asking for a shoulder to cry on when things dont go the way you thought it would!' but i know i will never say that. because im your bestfriend. how can i? i guess i can wait till you get your mind thinking straight again. it usually does. then i would just have to pretend that i've been the one who made things complicated, not you. thast just the way it goes. you're too fragile for me to let you know the truth. i just cant bear to do it.

You see what a loyal friend i am? even when you hurt my feelings when you said those things, i still stand by you. i still say you're my bestfriend even when you did and said things a bestfriend shouldnt do or say. but if you feel that 'that other person' is more important to you than i am, then i hope you're making the right choice. i only want you to be happy. because if things dont go right, i know how much that would hurt you. and i dont want to see you get hurt. once was enough. No matter what happens, i'll be here for you. even after everything thats happened. Because we're bestfriends.

I'll always be there.

In times of trouble,
In times of need,
If you are feeling sad,
You can count on me.

I will give you a wink,
until you smile,
Give you a hug,
and stand by your side.

I'll be there for you till the end,
I'll always and forever be your Friend.

AUGUST!!!

Its August!!!!! hmm... time seems to be passing by so quickly.. 23 more days to my birthday! 18! i cant wait! hehe.. i just want to get my driving license wa.. so that i can go to the dentist first thing in the morning without having to disturb my dad.. and so that i can go to the gym without having to ask for rides from people.. and so that i can just go out without worrying about who to send me and pick me up and all that... its just so tiring wa to be worrying about things like that..

Anywayyyy....... i think i had the best day today! hehe.. school was okay as usual. oh but let me start from before i went to sleep last night. So i went to sleep around 1.30am i think.. had some things to do so yea.. then my dad woke me up at 6am. we were supposed to go before 6am because babah had a golf thing, im not sure what, but its about the Golf Asian Tour kali.. but we woke up at 6am so nda jadi lah.. in the end, we went from home at 7.15am. HAHA. and i was all ready an hour before that! pacahh... so i was sleepy but 1st period psychology was fun so i snapped out of it. then i had fun during PS. Mirul became a human torch. Me, Yasri, Nis, Waie, Duan, Mujib, Wazien, Shaa were there to witness it! but we ouldnt really see the fire because it wasnt dark.. but Yasri and I heard the flame go out! it was Awesomus Prime!!! hehe.. other classes were fine until last class, history, from 1-2.30pm .because i became sleepy and fell asleep most of the class. heh.

Then, i went home, i ate, i took a nap and then i took a shower and got ready for a tahlil at my nenek's cousin's place. oh yea, i just remembered that i was supposed to go out but i couldnt find anyone to accompany me. everybody else had plans so i went tahlil instead. After tahlil, me, my sisters, brother and dad went to Bandar! because it was the last day right so yea.. Now this is where my day turned from GOOD to THE BEST! hahaha. okay so i went to bandar and i knew who were going to be there but i did not expect to bump into them. So as i was walking, i saw them! the group i secretly wanted to 'accidentally' bump into. haha.

Then i saw him! i saw him! ohhhh... how good he looked. made me wonder if i really really broke his heart. a heart so pure, so innocent.. he looked happy to be with his friends.. if only i had the courage to face him... i dont think he saw me but me seeing him was good enough. just looking at him made me smile. it brought back good memories. my heart suddenly felt so light like it had never gone through what it had just gone through... i think his friends saw me though.. being able to talk about him to his friends is good enough. they probably knew that i was happy to see him. i was. i actually was. i was HAPPY to see him. hehe.. =) and i know how much people would approve of him more.. but things are just complicated. even though im the one who makes it complicated. still... But im happy just looking at him. i smiled all the way after seeing him.

BUT the one thing that really made my day was the closing. even a simple conversation with the person i love would make my stomach flutter, my heart skip a beat. the adrenaline rush was just so amazing i wish it would never stop. hmmmmmm... if only we could really work things out, we'd be just fine.. i guess its just too hard to make it work. with the distance, the seriousness.. how we could let a few bad things forget tonnes of good things i dont know... if its meant to be then its meant to be.

Sigh... okay, Goodnight Loser. because you're an awesome loser. <3