Secret Smile

i see you almost everyday. you make me smile, you make me laugh, you make me blush even! haha. cant shake that feeling off. why oh why.. suka ku liat muka mu ahh.. suka benar ku.. melompat jantung ku wah meliat ahh.. haha..

Just give me that smile already! eh no no, i changed my mind. eh bah okay tah, i changed my mind again. eh jangan tah ehh, nda ku mau ehh.. eh tapi.... what the eff! i cant make up my mind. sorry. that smile is just too good to be true. hehe

Goodbye.

My sister is flying off this thursdayy!!! 1st October. nada tah orang bawa saya jalan2 ni.. haha lain tia pulang.. but yes, she's flying off soon.. =((( hopefully my parents will send me there in December. my winter vacation. hopefully.

right then

okay i was bored wa... and i painted my pinky with red nail polish. lawa colour nyaaa... and and look at that cacat finger next to my pinky. ada cerita tu di sebaliknya. haha.. luan samsengg.. hahaha

aww i miss this hair..my fringe looks awful now. its longer. i dont wanna cut it yet. im trying to grow my hair sampai panjang so i have to tahan myself from going to the salon and cut it short. hehe..

cranky

somethings wrong with the connection. lambat ahh... mcm payah ku kan buka websites ahh... boo..

another loss.

i thought this year would be better.. but i thought wrong. academically, yes maybe its better. personally, no its not. 2009 was supposed to be a whole new world for me!

my year started with a few sad losses, unexpected losses, surprising losses. i dont know how to do this! ive never been through this before! this is why i try to avoid things like this from happening. even though im not that close with some of my losses, but they're still family! then i start imagining what if what if thoughts.. oh gaddd...

oh well theres nothing i can do about it. whats lost is lost. i just have to be strong for these kinds of things.. remember the good times, let go of the bad times. hopefully, there wont be any more losses anytime soon. (even though my atok keeps on joking around about HIS 'doomsday'.. adakah cematu.. heh)

Al-Fatihah to Uncle Jack, Nenek Long, Tok Yakub, Padilah Amit, Nenek Iring, Nenek Mala. May you all rest in peace.

Selamat Hari Raya.

Selamat Hari Raya everybody. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Forgive me for all my wrong doings. if ever i hurt your feelings or said or did something inappropriate, please forgive me, i probably didnt mean to do it or i was just caught in the moment. heh.

Even though im not in the mood to celebrate raya this year, i hope you all have fun celebrating. okay?

p/s: i'd like it if the people who hurt me asks me for their forgiveness. im not quite sure if there are any, but... i'd just like it. enough said.

is the loving to the core of my heart

they say we look the same. do we? this is my family, I LOVE YOU! lub youhh very very deep in my heart. deep as deep deep. HAHA. tpi mcm ada seorang missing kan adik ku ani.. mana ya ah? inda ikut begambar ahh.. heh.

colourful

i'd like it if you do.

kiyoooooootttttttttt. suka ku liat ahh

ani wah. suka ku liat tangan-tangan ani. colorful lagi tu.
manis. hehe

Thank You? Yes, Thank You.

I've been meaning to post something about this ages ago but i was so busy i didnt have time to go on the internet. so yea... Anyways, this post is a THANK YOU! post especially for Fauzi Samat! hehe.. why? because i just realised that i actually spent my birthday (yes, on the day itself) with Fauzi. haha.. we went to HuaHo and kami SHOPPING! eh! jangan lupa belikan aku kasut di Charles and Keith yang ku tunjukkan kau ahh. hahah.. so yea, thank you Fauzi for spending the day with me. you know my situation jua kan about the 'girlfriends' thing. hehe..
okay thats all i have to say i guess. well, maybe for now. hehe.. =) Thanks Zie.

Love,
Feah. xoxo

P/S: i hunted for pictures of us and here's what i found. its not much. heh.

macam bahagia kami atuu... HAHAHA

ani nah gambar mu yang ku suka.. hehe..

hmmm... i just felt like uploading this. good times. =)

awww... and look at all the girls around you who loves you.. haha
and i think kau keberatan because i sat on your lap. hahah

you're so baik to me you even want to urut me.. HAHA

I like this picture tapi kau nda liat the camera..

That's all Folks!

P/P/S: I Love You Fauzi. thank you for being there for me whenever i need you. you know i care about you. even though you annoy me sometimes. =D but i know thats just a show you put on. hehe.. =p

With lots of Love, Hugs and Kisses, Feah. your long lost friend who is always baik to you when other people arent. <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEPTEMBER BABI-ES!

Qays, Mali, Faid and Wazien!
happy birthday kamuu..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AK. MUHAMMAD WAZIEN IKHWAN BIN PG IKRAM! dan AHMAD FAID CHONG ISMAT! hahaha. aku inda tau if betul atau inda nama kamu atu tapi asalkan ada nama kamu, bersyukur tah. okay? hehe. anyways, happy 18th to Wazien! berakal tahh.. HAHAHA and and happy 19th to Faid/Chong! aku baru tau yang umur mu 19.. hehe..

.Faid/Chong.
Chong! aku nada gambar sama kau so aku ambil2 saja dari orang. hahah
handsome kau atu chong ehh.. hahaha

.Wazien Ikram.
walaupun gambar ku bida sini tapi asalkan birthday boy nya handsome! hahah