i thought this year would be better.. but i thought wrong. academically, yes maybe its better. personally, no its not. 2009 was supposed to be a whole new world for me!
my year started with a few sad losses, unexpected losses, surprising losses. i dont know how to do this! ive never been through this before! this is why i try to avoid things like this from happening. even though im not that close with some of my losses, but they're still family! then i start imagining what if what if thoughts.. oh gaddd...
oh well theres nothing i can do about it. whats lost is lost. i just have to be strong for these kinds of things.. remember the good times, let go of the bad times. hopefully, there wont be any more losses anytime soon. (even though my atok keeps on joking around about HIS 'doomsday'.. adakah cematu.. heh)
my year started with a few sad losses, unexpected losses, surprising losses. i dont know how to do this! ive never been through this before! this is why i try to avoid things like this from happening. even though im not that close with some of my losses, but they're still family! then i start imagining what if what if thoughts.. oh gaddd...
oh well theres nothing i can do about it. whats lost is lost. i just have to be strong for these kinds of things.. remember the good times, let go of the bad times. hopefully, there wont be any more losses anytime soon. (even though my atok keeps on joking around about HIS 'doomsday'.. adakah cematu.. heh)
Al-Fatihah to Uncle Jack, Nenek Long, Tok Yakub, Padilah Amit, Nenek Iring, Nenek Mala. May you all rest in peace.
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