Happpy Birthday QillyAG

Happy Birthday Siti Aqilah Zubaidah Abdul Ghani! hehe.. i know i know. but you gotta just face the fact. it is your name. haha.. anyways, happy birthday love. im sorry we didnt get you a cake or a surprise kinda thing because i am seriously broke. im even considering getting a job cuti ani cos im that broke. so yeahh.. i just hope that us being there for you and making an effort to make your day is good enough. hopefully. 

i just want to say that despite what everybody say or think about you, im still your friend. i do trust you and all. but you know how you can get overexcited and start being annoying. thats annoying. haha. but yeah, i got used to that. like i said, im immune to you i guess. maybe since you're old enough now, i'll stop you when you go 'overboard'. hehe. i just want you to know that its for your own good and please dont take it personally. i also want to say im very grateful for everything you've done for me, whatever it may be, small or big things. im grateful, thankful, i appreciate EVERYTHING! you're also one of the greatest things thats ever happened to me because i experienced a whole different life with you. like, its a whole new experience with you lah because now i have an idea of viewing the world from your perspective. so i guess what im trying to say is that im glad to have met you and i guess im one of the lucky bastards to be friends with you. haha.

happy birthday Qilly, all the best in life. may you be blessed with health, wealth and i pray to God you wont grow up to be an old scrooge. if you know what i mean. hehe. Lets just pray that in 20 years from now we wont just pass by like the wind when we meet at the supermarket. hopefully we'll be grocery shopping together and gossip about how people have changed while thanking our strong friendship. 

okay thats a long post. i hope i said everything i wanted to say. if not, i'll post a continuation. haha.

xoxo,

Nureen Afeah Elyas. <3

school holiday

alright. i guess thats all from me now. i'll blog again soon. 

HAPPY HOLIDAY ALL!

Filipino Jokes

so i found this joke on you tube. its pani! haha to lighten the mood a lil bit. have fun!

confessions of a broken-hearted

okay, so im not gonna delete anything. i just want to say a few things about it.

i guess i was a little bit wrong. well, wrong isnt the word, more like my fault, my bad. i never meant to hurt anybody. i didnt do things intentionally. if im not mistaken i was just depressed at the time. i was feeling a lot of things. i was moody, bummed, i felt left out, isolated... i just got caught by the moment. i guess thats what made me say all those things. i didnt think that it would hurt anybody's feelings. i didnt think it would make someone think something thats unlikely.

i guess what im trying to say is that im sorry for causing such hurt to some people. i never meant to do such things. i just want you to know that i do appreciate my friends, my new friends. I LOVE YOU ALL. we have a totally different connection. good different. and i shouldnt have compared it to anything else.

i hope things will go back to normal.i hope we can just forget about what happened. dont look back. just keep moving forward. and i also hope i can control what i say. or better yet, i'll tell my new friends what i feel. i'll share so they undersatnd what im going through. hopefully, they'll do the same things too.

i didnt want to delete my previous posts because from there we can learn what happened and we can understand and we can make sure it wont happen again. 

result!

Yeay! we did what we had to do and lets just say, WE DID IT! WOOHOO! WOOTWOOT!  haha

point of concern

hi. aku sindir kau. kau salah faham. like what???

point of clarification

oh just so you all know. this 'friend' isnt the one ive been whining about since lastyear. not my 'bestfriend'. this one is a new friend who i thought would understand everything i do or say. who i thought is mature enough to handle things like adults. she would confront someone if she doesnt like her ways. but somehow this time i dont know what happened. im just soo confused. she now rolls her eyes and is on silent terms with me. i just dont get it. just when i thought she's the kind of friend who is a real friend. buttttttttt... people change. so only god knows whats gotten into her..

metaphor?

*sigh.. its a shame things have to go down this road. i really really dont know what went wrong. i guess we took a detour from the main road and got lost on the way. hopefully we'll find our way back as soon as possible.

JengJengJeng...

today's the day! i think we're old enough now to be acting like adults. lets not be childish about this. but if things dont work out then fine, we wont bother anymore. we will make an effort to get our 'friend' back. if she does not want to be friends with us, then we wont waste our time trying to fix whats broken. got it?

just dont you come crawling back begging for mercy.

I LOVE MUSIC!

MUSIC IS MY LIFE! 

MUSIC MAKES ME HAPPY!

okay im out. this is getting in my head. i ignore people with that kind of attitude. you're just wasting my time, my energy, my effort. 

like i said, people like you dont deserve to be called 'FRIENDS'. 

dead of night

and this is what happens when im still awake in the middle of the night. why am i talkinga bout these things? people arent supposed to know about this shiz. oh fudge it. its a blog. people express their feelings here all the time. fudge everything.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARHAN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD FARHAN BIN AZAMA!!!

wow! umm where should i start with my 'few words'. hmm... well lets seee... we've been friends for more than a year and uhh we've become real close. like bestfriends. like brother and sister. that why i love you. you're like a brother to me. we went through our ups and downs together... it was a hell of a ride. but what hurt me the most was what happened this year. may be its the 'drama', maybe its because of your break up or heartache.. i dont know. im not sure but i just feel like we're drifting apart. what hurt me was how you could let that incident change things between us. i criticised you. i know you were angry about what i did. but i was angry at you too. i was angry at what you did. you said 'she' was acting childish. but you were acting childish too. i only pointed it out to you. and you had to go allllll the wayyyyyyy by not talking to me for weeks! you know im ego! i wouldnt want to be the first person to break the silence! especially when i think that its not my fault! then i decided since we've been friends long, i should do something for you. since your birthday was also coming up, i got you a cake. i made you a birthday surprise. then we started talking again. when i asked you why, you said you were shy. right.

now we're talking again. but things werent the way it used to be. we used to 'talk'. like really talk. not ask and answer with a word only! i realise that you're rarely there anymore. you're drifting away from me. i think im losing you. i think im losing my bestfriend, my brother. i promised her i'd take care of you. she wouldnt let me do that if we werent so close. how am i supposed to take care of you now? 

i just want you to know that even through ups and downs, thick and thin, i'll always be there for you. i'll always be by your side. i wont take sides but i will tell you whats right whats wrong, i will tell you whats better whats bad. i will tell you who's right who's wrong. all you have to do is listen. whether you want to follow it, its your choice. i wont stop you. 

where has all the enthusiasm gone?

okay i have a late post to post up. you'll see after this but let me explain first. i just remembered that i used to post up pictures and say a few words whenever my friends' birthdays come up. so yea its 2010 and im gonna start doing that again. my next post is a late birthday post. well, thats the story of my life. im always late for something.im only not late when im enthusiastic about something. which only shows that im not enthusiastic about this birthday post. you'll read it in my explanation in the next post. dont worry. sighhh so basically, i want to post it up but im not enthusiastic about it. with whats been going on lately, i rarely feel enthusiastic about anything anymore. so..... faham faham lah sendiri.