is it too much to hope?

okay now comes the serious shit.

i came across something earlier tonight and i dont know why but somehow i was convinced that you were in on this thing that i prefer you not to. you get me? i just really wish that you would not join them in this thing they're doing. you follow? okay lets put it this way:-

Peter became friends with Jane and the gang. Jane and the gang likes to bungee jump. i think that Peter has become interested in bungee jumping and tried it. Peter  became  addicted to it. so now Peter goes out with Jane and the gang almost all of the time to go bungee jumping. i, personally, dont like Peter going bungee jumping because its dangerous. who knows what might happen right? 

so yeaaa... i am concerned about you. i dont know why i even care but i do. i really do. i mean, you're my friend, i should care. thats one of the reasons. but i think its also because ive known you for like since i was born i think. And i have this feeling that somehow im looking out for you for your mum. i dont know why. but i just feel that way. its like ive known ur mum all my life and i.....owe it to her?... something like that. i dont know ehh... i just know part of whats happening in  that house which makes me feel like im part of the family. thats all.

ps: i dont even know if u're really doing what they're doing. i just think you are. but i hope not.