The Start

i woke up late this morning. at 12.30pm? what is that? morning? afternoon? whatever it is, i woke up late. i got up, took a shower, ate lunch and got ready to go to Maktab Sains. im volunteering in the Rediscover Brunei race organised by the Youth Programme student who went to USA last year.. we were getting the check points for tomorrow and i just found out that the tasks the contestants have to do are everything to do with Brunei tradition and culture. its so much fun. im gonna be at checkpoint no.1 and the task is very interesting. i cant spill it now but lets just say, im looking forward to see the contestants give it a try. im excited to see the outcome. hehe. i might take pictures of it even, and post it up here. maybe. hehe.

OHMYGOD! guess what? some of the teachers in-charge of this whole thing are my teachers from Putri Masna! Sir Ariffin & Mr. Shai! hahaha. i was avoiding them but in the end, Sir Ariffin saw me and he was like "eh! kau!" hahaha. and it turns out, he's also in-charge of check point no.1 so i'll be stuck with him tomorrow. he's gonna bombard me with questions! :( im not ready to answer.. haha. FINGERS CROSSED! :p

oh something surprising just happened to me just now. my brother picked up my mobile phone and said "1 missedcall" there was actually none. suddenly the phone rang right after he said it! haha. i looked at the screen and it was a number i dont know.. then when i answered, this woman said "hello. Assalamualaikum. ini dari unit penderaan." *silent* "hello?...." *silent* "ini coporal(sp?) ####?" HAHAHAHAHAH! I WAS SO BANGANG! then i said no & she was like "oh bukan? minta maaf salah nombor" GILA! TAKUT KU SUDAH TU! hahahaha adakah UNIT PENDERAAN telefon aku! hahaha. i actually thought i did something wrong or i might be the next victim or something. haha mahnn i watch too much CSI, Criminal Minds, Bones, etc. hahaha. okay maybe this is a sign for me to take criminology. yes, i think so. criminology it is then :) nerbes ku eyh! *butterflies in tummy*

hmmm..yeahhh.. things are more interesting when im not in the house. haha. i should go out more. after the 30th i will. because for now im abit busy. but my busy is considered going out too.. so okay maybe today was the start of m interesting holiday. hehe. thats all i gotta say for now. will update more soon. toodles. :)

Spot the Diifference?

we're both busy.

this is what i'm doing at the moment.

this is what he's doing at the moment.

KISS

my version of KISS's Gene Simmons. hehehe

nice what? :)

Workshop

i went to school today for the UCAS, PS workshop thingy and i stayed in the lecture room from 9am-12.15pm. WOW! i dont how i couldve stayed in there that long.. but yeah.. it was useful for me.. my friends ditched me though. haha they werent interested at all so i had to stay in the lecture by myself. 

since i spent my the whole morning in the lecture room, i didnt get to talk to Wiyah, Fee, Bash and Qilly.. :( well, i did talk to Qilly early in the morning before we went in the lecture.... so i guess its mostly the other three.. BIBI, on the other hand, has gone all MIA on us all. or maybe just me. haha entah. VICHE! >:(

*sigh* i wanna spend more time with the girls.. ive always been out with the boys and i need my girl time! i spent most of last year with the boys and i forgot how fun it is to hangout with the girls.. now with the new girls, i would just love for us all to get together and just have some girl time.. but entah..

Anyways, Sufyan sent me home tadi. he said 'oh your parents nada?' cos my car wasnt in the garage. so i said, 'no lah. my dad sja kerja, my mum ada..' then when i knocked on the door and waited for like 10 minutes, i realised they all mustve gone out. even my mum. -__- so Sufyan was right. again -_-" why is he always right nowadays? haha im always right, he's always wrong. but nowadays he's always right bah..i guess its a sign. i sign to show that i should listen to other people too... haha KARMA! maybe? :p hehe i love my boy :) okay uhh... sidetracked. HAHA. so yeah, fortunately my neighbourhood is my nenek's, my aunts' place so i went to my aunts place to wait there till my parents come home. just as i reached their door and pressed the doorbell, i see my car zooming in my direction! HOORAH! naik kereta ke rumah terus... and we lived happily ever after. NATTT. the end.

okay bye. thats all for now. PEACE OUT (:

Stamford Test Result

 

tell me bout it.

hello. i havent been blogging for a while now.. i guess ive just been busy with exams and all.. but really, i just dont feel like sharing anything.. so maybe i should blog now.. since i have no better things to do at the moment.

So exams over now.. i returned all my books and folders to my tutors. i only have this one library book to return. it was due in january but i keep on forgetting so its way way way overdue now. i gotta pay something like $30 i think. do you think they'd hunt me down if i dont return the book? hmm.. hey i didnt say i was gonna do it, its just an idea. hehe. Well, now that thats done, i have to think about my courses, university choices, personal statement, UCAS, CV, etc. i still cant decide! i need help from my career's teacher. :( Thursday is the whole personal statement workshop at school so i might have extra help. i might wanna start photocopying all my certificates tomorrow so i can get it stamped soon.. i wonder if Yan's busy...maybe he could accompany me... yeah..

Then i have the whole adventure club meeting for the extreme challenge and orientation.. then im also volunteering in the Rediscover Brunei race thingy.. sooo may things to do.. want to see how full my schedule is? hmmm... lets see..

25th November- PersonalStatement workshop & Adventure club meeting

27th November- Go to Maktab Sains to set up booths and get t-shirts for Rediscover Brunei

28th November- Rediscover Brunei SHOWTIME!!!

30th November- appreciation dinner for the volunteers.

4th December- Adventure Club Extreme Challenge

.........i also have the adv club orintation in dec but i cant remember the date & also BDAC Lestari life skills training in Dec. then i have my own vacation for a bit.

after that, i need to start my work attachment, get a part time job to earn money, volunteer at HRD for the next UK exhibition. on top of that i also need to start hitting the gym as well as continuing my TaeKwon Do training.. SO LITTLE TIME, SO MUCH TO DO!

I NEED TO START PLANNING MY DAYS! ITS GONNA BE HECTIC! :( okay enough whining about my busy days. i guess thats all for now. will blog again soon. promise. (:

i miss my boys :')

so watzzzzzz

Life's been Good

My life so far has been good. surrounded by wonderful people. couldnt ask for a more better life than this. i am grateful. thankful. this is the time when you look at everything you have and appreciate it. its just overwhelmingly wonderful. (:

So what else is new?

he says im emo. deep inside. deep deep inside. hmm.. yeah sure whatever. maybe its true. i mean, who doesnt get emo from time to time right? hehe he knows me well. one of the reasons why i love him. yes you loser  boy. i love you. <3

its soon. real soon.

EXAM EXAM EXAM!!!!

Exam starts next week. as in tomorrow. but mine starts on wednesday sooooooo 2 more days till my Psychology AS exam! WOOT WOOT! cant wait to get this exam over and done with. for reallzzz ma niggazzzzzzz

One month and still counting :)

The first time I met you, I didnt think I would fall in love with you...

BUT I DID.

Now im happier than I have ever been.

I love every little thing about you. even your flaws.

I Love You. 

More than Winnie the Pooh loves his honey.

More than Tigger loves bouncing on his tail.

I Love You, Abu Sufyan Zainal Abidin.

For us both. :)

Especially for you :)

Funny Shit

loving the feeling.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Dengan ingatan tulus iklas, saya ingin mengucapkan 

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

<3 Nureen Afeah Elyas.

Perfecto

hmmm.. dont know why but  this song is stuck in my head...

and as crazy as it sounds~ i think ive found the perfect wayy to grow old~

dont think ive found it yet but i have an idea of how i wanna grow old. ofcourse, who doesnt right?

anywayssssss......... 11th August was a good day. a memorable day. it was such an exciting day for me. so many different things happening all on the same day. we went from depressed to sentimental to anger to surprise to fear to heart-pouring moments to laughter to concerned to disbelief to LOTS AND LOTS OF THINGS! hahaha it was a very very very good day overall.

just a recap of what happened... i came to school late, didnt register but went in all my classes -__-" (so rajin right?) then uhh.. lunch, hanna had her 'talk'.. then waited till 2o'clock for the rest to come out of class.. errr.... then i had my own 'talk' with Sufyan.

yeaaaaaaaaaaaa

scary shit

uhhhmmmmmmmm it was a good night. hehehe yeahhh.... :)))) it was so good, im scared.

you

you got me like oh my gosh~ im sooo in love. ;)

:) :) :)

okay ive been coming to school with a big smile on my face the past few days...
ive been happy the past few days...

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY

Since when? oh uhh since.. 18th July! hehehehehehe

you make me so happy that i come home tired from smiling and  laughing with you. GAHHHH you you you! <3

new page

okay im over that.
*breathe in breathe out
*in with the new out with the old

lies lies lies

FUCK!!!!!! :(

Alzheimer's Disease

i was on my way home from school and the car radio was on. there was this 'ceramah' on the radio and i listened to it. then the dude said something like 'if you easily forget about things dont take it lightly. it could be signs of alzheimer's disease. you will get it when you grow older' i rephrased it ofcourse. he said it in a 'ceramah-y' way.. haha. but yeahhh that caught my attention. it made me scared because i forget about things easily. i usually cant seem to recall what i did the day before. i think i kind of became paranoid afterwards. i started  thinking about what would happen if i got married, have kids, and got alzheimer's at a young age/mid-30s... i would not be able to recognise my husband, my kids. they'd think id forgotten about them but i wont be able to help it because its a disease! i was watching this korean movie about alzheimer's and i cried real bad.it was so sad. thats why i got scared and  paranoid. like, what if i'll get alzheimer's when i get older? what would happen to me? to my family? how will i live? this was a few days ago i think. or maybe like a week ago.

BUT what really made me think about it today was what happened this morning. i was in the shower and i washed my hands with soap. then i washed my face using a facial cleanser. while i was watching my face, i thought 'eh! cuci tangan sudah kah tadi?' i washed thhe soap off my face immediately and washed my hands. THEN i remembered that i did wash my hands. already! these kinds of things happen to me all the time. its kinda like a short-term memory loss thing. i always end up doing the same thing twice because i dont remember doing it the first time. well, i got really scared this morning that i googled Azheimer's Disese. 

YES! i actually googled it! haha well, it turns out that the symtoms are way worse than what im experiencing. what im experiencing is only normal because we also forget things as we age right? so its not a big deal. its not Alzheimer's. i dont have  it. im just a  normal forgetful person because i hit my head. thats all. nothing much.

ALHAMDULILLAH!

is it too much to hope?

okay now comes the serious shit.

i came across something earlier tonight and i dont know why but somehow i was convinced that you were in on this thing that i prefer you not to. you get me? i just really wish that you would not join them in this thing they're doing. you follow? okay lets put it this way:-

Peter became friends with Jane and the gang. Jane and the gang likes to bungee jump. i think that Peter has become interested in bungee jumping and tried it. Peter  became  addicted to it. so now Peter goes out with Jane and the gang almost all of the time to go bungee jumping. i, personally, dont like Peter going bungee jumping because its dangerous. who knows what might happen right? 

so yeaaa... i am concerned about you. i dont know why i even care but i do. i really do. i mean, you're my friend, i should care. thats one of the reasons. but i think its also because ive known you for like since i was born i think. And i have this feeling that somehow im looking out for you for your mum. i dont know why. but i just feel that way. its like ive known ur mum all my life and i.....owe it to her?... something like that. i dont know ehh... i just know part of whats happening in  that house which makes me feel like im part of the family. thats all.

ps: i dont even know if u're really doing what they're doing. i just think you are. but i hope not.

First of July!!!

EHMYYGODDDDDD! its already the 1st of July!!!! its a new month. which meansssssss................. a new start (again). its july already. the mock exam is coming soon... so this new start = studying during free periods, coming to school early, doing homeworks and handing in on time. hmm.. what else? well yeah, its mostly about school stuff because that is my top priority at the moment.

GET ORGANISED, NUREEN!


This especially means my history work. *sighhh* i hope i can  get myself back on track. not that i am off track at the moment. im just not riding the train as smoothly and calmly as i should be. essays are underway though.. it should be fine. things should be fine. *breathe in breathe out* *meditating* haha okayyy

my badness

i feel like blogging again. hehe

first things first. i apologise for the spelling mistakes and the not-so-perfect english on my previous postS. malas ku kan edit wah. so to the very tired youknowww.... so yeah, sorry. forgive and forget okay? hehe

i want to post up pictures  but im just tooooo lazyyyyyy.. i know some people are waiting for pictures.... sorry you guys, i just dont have enough energy to da that. maybe tomorrow.. yeahh  maybe....

i am now downloading songsss... lagu jiwang kah yang ku dngar ani? biartia ehh..
okay kucing di luar bebunyi terus. haha i think they're crying along with my heart because in listening to a jiwang song.. hmmm............okay now the cats are annoying me. bisai sudah tadi peace and quiet.

oh its peace and quite now.... HECK! I SPOKE TOO SOON!

what i ended up uploading. just this. just because its new. like recently.

jetlagged???

i shall blog until i find the need to sleep. okayzzz

for consideration

i think you could be the perfect person for the job. there's just that one thing, and that other thing. and that other thing. and also that other thing. why are there so many things? is it just an excuse? *sigh.......

the things you think about. when you should really be taking action instead.

29th June 2010

helewwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna blog abit before i go to sleep. so here goes. hehe.

i think i had fun today. finally had  some random conversation with the girls and boys today. no serious business. no drama. no nothing! haha thats the type of conversations i love. it was fun. everybody was included in the conversation. we didnt have to listen to a specific person. we listened to everybody. hehe.

OH OHH!!! guess what?! i FINALLY heard my song today! Abu Sufyan wrote/made/composed a song about me during the school holidays. and he sang it to me today! i LOVE the song! L.O.V.E LOVE IT! haha because its about me. and its so true. ilovemyfriend. he's sooo baik. :') hahaha <3 man i cant wait to hear it lagi esok. 

okay hmmmmmm what else happened?... oh something else happened. but im not gonna say it here. for me only. hehe. hmmm what else? oh the football tounry thingy was okay.. we were so lazy to sell anything, we were like "self-service" ahh. hahah most of us were tired bah! i havent even counted how much we earned the past few days. haha karang tah sebelum tidur.

okay i think thats all for now. thats all that happened today. ofcourse, i didnt write it indetails. saya malas. and theres no need to anyways. alright goodnight. 

it was a good day overall. i shall remember today. :)

Night

okay i should really sleep now. goodnight all. it'll probably a while before i blog again. as always.. hehe..
hope the pictures and the comics will entertain you for now.
toodles!

I love Cyanide and happiness comics!

this made me laugh. HAHA. because this is what im going through with the boys at school. haha.. funny.



get it? get it? he gets a lot of asses. haha



HAHAH kiss my internal bleeding so its gone. please and thank you :)



in my opinion, this is what women do. world peace. haha we always know how to make men laugh and be happy. hehe



awwwwwwwwwwww men can be sweet too.. hehehe



HAHA Baie. menakutkan orang. nda jadi kawin oleh nya. hahaha

wonders of the world

 

Wouldnt it be a great idea if, you know, you would, like, tell the whole world that im yours?

Wouldnt it be a great idea if you just tell me right here right now?

Wouldnt it be a great idea if i really do actually have someone to tell the whole world to?

damnation.

sometimes i wish there really is a 'you'. because its been a while since ive had a spark with someone.

but sometimes i wish people would just leave me alone, let me study and let me be successful.

i dont know anymoreee... but i do know that i have to concentrate on that studying bit.

its just.. it'll be nice to have someone always around. you know that feeling?.. yeahhh.... that....

SCHOOL!

i have school tomorrow.. and im not asleep yet... 

i have to say that i do make mistakes in school. so the picture above describes exactly how i think. at least we get to learn from the mistakes right? likeyeah i'll make another mistake but hey, its better than yesterday's mistake. i guess thats just how i get through my life in school. because in the end, i know that all those mistakes i made were worth it. i'll end my school year mistake-free. damn straight!

hehehe

isnt this just so adorable? hehehe                                  

Energy Booster

GERMANY AND ENGLAND ARE PLAYING AGAINST EACH OTHER! like, right now... hehe and i think england will lose tonight. :( go germany! :)

heyyy its time to blog again. kekekeke

mann i wokee up and did friggin hard labour today! kinda. sorta. well, in a way lah! haha i am swamped! baked! apa lagi? haha..

anywaysss im supposed to be doing my homework now... but i just finished all the hard manual labour so i deserve time to relax/doing something i like. hehehehe

HAHAHAH i think i am this now. hehe

but i was this. *sigh*

found this shizz and i liked it.

Just Because. :)

i believe

yeah i believe in my friends.
they may come and go. but they made my life easier when they stayed.
we may fight and make up. that just shows that we'll be there for each other through our ups and downs. thick and thin.
because we coooo' like that!

For all my friends,